just imagine doing work in the middle of the night, left alone. depressed, alone, fuck terrible, heartbroken.
dont even know how t describe myself as now.
i hate mondays, i hate tuesdays, i hate my bitch, i hate quarrels with my bitch. stop all those nonsense.
guess baby have fallen for my tick tock tick tock post. i dont know why. baby just suck big big time. really big. bigger than a ”hu cia lian.” hmpf! cause i waited for her for 3 hours again today. and it is not exactly 3 hours. its MORE than 3 hours again! how i spend the 3 hours? good question. ate ALONE at biz park. played games ALONE in the library using the library’s computer. went back t biz park ALONE t have a cup of drink. sat outside lecture theatre ALONE t wait for baby t come down from the fifth floor. but her smile and sexy shit just smittened me. hahahahaha. BUT I AM STILL ANGRY. and last thursday also waited 3 hours for baby! idiot baby, suck big time baby! hmpf. cat fight with baby from school t tampines. disturbed each other on the bus. lol xD baby’s such an ass. heh. had dinner at my secondary school opposite. headed t subway t have cookies and bought mommy dinner. headed home.
feel the stress? down t open letter box after coming home t give mommy dinner and gotten letter box key from her. heart pumped like shit. PI-PU, PI-PU. <3 <3 <3 (new word for you baby, no more tick tock tick tock anymore). and i opened. luckily, no letter from ABRSM. only mommy’s letter. phew phew. *cold sweat*
i hate baby t bully me. always like t bite me. ku-ji me. but im not scared of her tickles. in fact, baby’s the one scared of it. neh neh. hmpf. and right now, she is fucking on her bed, hugging her bor and playing DS. -.- how lame can she get. her bor is full of dust and her “perfume”. and the bor is the WORST bor ever one can ever get. throw onto the roadside also nobody will want. hohoho xD baby’s sexy body still the best t hug? :)
reap what you sow
as time strikes, tick tock-tick tock, im just so scared t open the letter box everyday. scared t see the letter by ABRSM. and if i receive it some day, piano exams will be nearing. :( im not even prepared for this upcoming exam. im not even motivated somehow t practice the piano. oh man, 3 exam pieces, scales, oral, sight reading. sighs. im just not gonna make it t pass this grade 8. :( its the last step before taking diploma. and im fucking wasting time. else i would have gone teach piano already. earn an income from it. how great it is. wasting money, time, effort for this 1 year plus without anything. seriously, fuck im wasting time and precious money.
will i pass? urgh. come on, i need t tell myself, come on, 1 month plus more. jiayou and sure, i will make it. hais. the amount of effort you put in=the results you will get.
well, anyway, i will work hard for it.
HMPF. STUPID BABY.
supposed t meet ju and pearl in school at 1030. in the end, we were all late. haha. its stupid saying t meet at 1030 and we reached even later than that. zzz. sales tutorial at 11. had tutorials done and got back results. indeed im quite satisfied with this result. haha. but brand management was even a real disaster! faint. b waited for 15 minutes because our group’s consultation was delayed and she complained so much. hmpf.
ate lunch with b and cait at biz park and headed t school’s bookshop t purchase some letter which b needed t hand in her project. its stupid cause i had t secretly use the marker without buying t write on the letter. its scary cause i scared i will get caught. lol how stupid. b headed off for her proj consultation and i accompanied cait cause she wanted t smoke. back t library and b called me t help her do cover page for her proj cause she had forgetten t do it. how stupid my b can get. lol. got it done and printed and headed t her class t pass t her. and b realised that i had typed the date wrongly. date of submission should be 3rd July 2008. instead, i wrote 7th July 2008. omg omg omg, i dont know what was i thinking at that point of time. b told me that she would take a while t finish the consultation after meeting another tutor. but i waited and waited. even played games and went t the canteen t have a drink. omg, i waited for her for 3 hours! hmpf. stupid b! not even a single sms telling me that you will drag time. called you and no ans. infuriating! hmpf. compare 15 minutes with 3 hours. 15 minutes = 12X the amount she waited for me! HMPF! lol. okay, i cant bear t be angry cause, i dont know why. but i was really really angry! hmpf! baby only know how t act act. laugh laugh. HMPF! *im still angry*
okay, fine, bus-ed. called mom. mom said she wanted t go t john little expo sale. when i called my mom, b simply thought i just actioned. cause i kept diao her and she kept laughing. stupid stupid. and mom answered the phone and b was laughing. and i told mom saying that im with b, she said ya, i know. i hear her voice and laughter i know its her already. SEE LA B, even my mom recognises your laughter which is so “unique”. lol. okay, then, met mom at around my old house road so we could switch drivers. lol. i drove t expo. i think b is a bit scared when she was on the car with me! mom bought so many quilt covers cause i think that my house ones are gonna give way already. then, dinner at burger king. P.S MOM SELDOM/RARELY EATS FAST FOOD. haha, and after eating dinner, drove b home.
okay, b says that she thinks that my driving sucks rocks. and asked me not t be a scali cat. i feel that i made b happy cause i sent her home and she isnt tired! and b said that she dont love me. haha, thats Charlotte the great for you guys!
